So long since i blogged . I dont really have much to blog about . I just sad and disappointed . I have nothing to say ,nobody gonna listen anyway . Whats the point of telling the same thing . You already proven to me that i am no longer your friend anymore . Its true ,its the way you treat me . Maybe you say no ,you still talk to me . Ya ,leaving me like a loner . I know ,im just nobody to say . Outside i might be super happy ,but i could feel my heart aching . Why do people have to yearn . Now i feel that i dont have any true friends . Just so hard to say what i wanna confide in . Dunno whether the person can be trusted . My life is falling apart ,i feel like dying at times . Maybe this is the end of me . Whether i smoke or not ,join gang or quit ,just nobody care . Nobody will say like say its good and everything . No longer ,even him . Maybe i should just take things aside and move on .